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This Wasn’t Going To Be A 4 Workout Week (or Some Pleasant Surprises)

This past week of workouts didn’t end up being the way I expected them to be. First of all, I was preparing for some bad pain and nausea. While I did have some issues throughout the week, they weren’t as bad as they have been in the past. It seems like the pain and nausea waited until I was home and working to really hit me. So it was nice to be able to do more than I thought I could. Also, this past week was going to be a 3 workout week originally. I wasn’t going to make it to my Saturday workout (more on that tomorrow) and I didn’t plan another day to go. I can do a 3 workout week and still hit my goals, but in the end, guilt took over and I figured out a way to make it 4 workouts.

Monday’s workout was a partner workout and it was a tough one! We had 2 blocks, but the floor work stayed the same for both blocks. And since the person on the floor controlled the switch, it was hard to make sure I didn’t slack off on the floor. The way the partner workout worked was one person was on the floor and the other was on the treadmill. When the switched happened, the treadmill person was on the floor and the floor person was on the rower. That went back and forth until that block ended. And then the other block switched up what we did when we weren’t on the floor. For me, the first block I was doing floor/rower and the second block I was doing bike/floor.

When we were on the floor, we only did 1 exercise before switching. We had 100 running man, 90 over/under crunches, 80 crunches with heel taps, 70 bench hops, 60 bicycles, 50 toe reaches, 40 plank jacks, 30 speed skaters, 20 high rows on the straps, and 10 bench sit-up to stands. I did have to modify a few of the exercises like using the bench for the plank work and separating the sit-up to stands so I did sit-ups and then squats when I was done with those. My biggest motivation to keep going was knowing my partner was waiting on me, but I did have to take some breaks from time to time because my hip was starting to hurt.

The partner that wasn’t on the floor was working at a push pace until they switched. On the rower, I just rowed until my partner was ready to switch and I didn’t worry too much about the wattage. And on the bike, I did use my push pace resistance level. I tried to keep the breaks I needed to catch my breath and drink some water to be while I was on the rower or bike since that wasn’t when someone else depended on me. But I also didn’t want to miss out on time to get my cardio in. Fortunately, the floor work felt like cardio too so I think I did get more cardio than normal.

Wednesday’s workout was a new signature workout: Orange Arc. This workout is very rower focused, but since I had a 3 group class it wasn’t too different from what I’m used to (the 2 group classes had 22 minutes of rowing which almost never happens). I was grateful to have my 3 group class, but just because I had less rowing time didn’t make the workout any easier.

For cardio, we started with a 3-minute push pace. Then we had rounds of push pace to base pace. Each round got a little bit longer, but it was never more than 90 seconds. We ended with a 30 second all out and then after recovery, we had a 1 minute all out. Once that was done, we got off the treadmills/bike and held a squat for a minute while cheering on the rowers.

On the rowers, we started with a 3-minute push just like we did for cardio. Then we had the same intervals that we had on cardio with the push and base paces. And at the end, we had a 3-minute row for distance. This was 14 minutes of rowing with only 2 very short breaks the entire time. I have done longer rowing days before, but those are so rare so this was one of my longest times on the rower. I did have to take breaks throughout the entire block to let some pain pass over me. But I did try to increase my speed and power when we had push paces on the rower compared to when we were in a base pace. It didn’t always work out and happen, but at least I made the effort to try. And I did appreciate during the last minute that we had the people who were on the treadmills in front of our rowers cheering us on. It helped distract me a bit and just finish the row without stopping.

And on the floor, we had 1 long block. Everything started at 10 reps and went up 2 reps each round. We had chest presses and low rows on the straps, hip swings and triceps with weights, side plank hip dips, and sit-ups. I was so tired from working so hard with the rower that I had to go a bit easy on the floor and not use my usual weights. I also was starting to feel a bit nauseous during the hip swings so the lighter weight was needed to help that as well. With most of the exercises, I could at least finish all the reps before resting. The only one I couldn’t do that with was the sit-ups. I really struggled with those and had to break them into sets of 3 or 4 until I finished all the reps. I have known for a while the sit-ups are hard on me because of my hips, but this time they seemed extra hard. I think the rower made me work my hips more than normal so that was the issue, but I wasn’t too worried about it during the workout and my hips were doing ok after I rested at home.

Friday’s workout was a power day and we had 4 blocks at each section of the room. It was a lot of work, but it was also fast-moving so that helped a lot too. With the 4 blocks, blocks 1 and 3 were one way and blocks 2 and 4 were another. Also, blocks 1 and 3 were 4 minutes each and 2 and 4 were 90 seconds.

For cardio, blocks 1 and 3 were 1-minute push to base pace intervals, 45-second push to base pace intervals, and an all out to end the block. And blocks 2 and 4 had 30 seconds of a push, 30 seconds of a base, and 30 seconds of an all out. I was using my normal resistance levels and felt pretty good with those because I could pedal fast and since the blocks were done quickly I wasn’t getting tired.

On the rower, blocks 1 and 3 had a 1-minute row, 45-second row, and 30-second row. And between each row, we had frogger squats. The squats took me a bit longer than normal so I never made it to the last round of them, but I was rowing quick and that was more important to me. And for blocks 2 and 4, we followed the pattern of the treadmills with the 30-second intervals.

And on the floor, blocks 2 and 4 had lateral and forward walks using the mini-bands. Block 1 had chest presses using weights and push-ups and block 3 had skater lunges and ab side twists with weights. I was worried about the push-ups even using the bench because I was starting to get a bit nauseous by the end of the workout, but we only and 4 reps of them and I was able to push through. Fortunately, the rest of the floor work was easier on me.

And to make up for not working out on Saturday, I took a Sunday class! It ended up fitting in my schedule when before I wasn’t sure about that. Plus, one of my friends from my Wednesday/Friday class was going to be in Sunday’s class so I was excited to be in class with a friend. The class was a power day and it had a lot of switching between cardio and rowing which was fun.

If you started on cardio (like I did), the first block was cardio, rowing, cardio. And then the second block was rowing, cardio, rowing. So once you were done with the cardio and rowing block, you were in both sections for 3 mini-blocks. Every time we were on cardio we had a 2-minute push pace, 1-minute base pace, and 1-minute all out. I was using my normal resistance levels for these and worked extra hard on pedaling faster. Every time we were on the rower, we had a row with lunges. We started with a 600-meter row and every round it went down 100 meters. And the lunges were supposed to be with side twists. But I changed those to be squats because I knew those would be easier on my hips. I struggled a bit with nausea during the long rows, but it passed quickly so I could get back to my rowing.

And on the floor, we had one long block that was split into 2 mini-blocks. Each mini-block was supposed to be done without a break (we were supposed to take the breaks in-between the mini-blocks). The first mini-block had tricep extensions with weights, chest flys with weights, chest presses with weights, and chest presses with the straps. And the second mini-block had ab scissor kicks, sit-ups, and toe reaches. I struggled a bit more on the floor that I would have expected, but I think that was partially my fault. I wanted to use 15 lb weights for the arm work, but they were all being used by other people. I had a choice between 12 lb and 20 lb, and I decided to go heavier to push myself. That might have been a bit too much for me. But I’m still glad I did that because I know if I used the lighter weights I would have been disappointed in myself.

I know that I would have been ok doing 3 workouts instead of 4, but I’m so glad I added the extra one in. I was feeling a bit guilty about missing Saturday and felt a bit out of sorts with a change in my routine. Even though doing a Sunday workout is weird for me, that felt a bit more normal than having 3 workouts. And the bonus class ended up being such a great one for me and I am so happy I went! Now, back to my normal routine and hopefully still awesome workouts this week!

Finally Seeing A Popular Show (or It’s “Rent” Time!)

There have been so many shows this season at the Pantages that are either classics or very popular shows. I’ve been loving the season, especially since it is letting me see a bunch of shows that I hadn’t seen before but have been wanting to see for a while. And no matter what show we are seeing, I love going to live theater and I can’t imagine what it would be like without having shows to see on a regular basis.

The current season is almost over, although the next season starts soon so it won’t feel like a big gap in time between shows. And the show we got to see this past weekend was one that I was so excited to see because I had never seen it on a big stage before.

I feel like “Rent” is a show that every theater nerd has seen at some point. And technically, I had seen it too. But I had only seen it in a small community theater production and in the film/live tv versions before. So I was familiar with the show, but it is still different seeing it in a large theater compared to on a screen or in a small theater where they didn’t have sets and I believe they may not have done all the songs.

My group for seeing the shows this season has been 4 of us, but one person in the group couldn’t make it so it was going to be 3 of us. Then, at the last minute, another person from the group couldn’t make it and they asked us if we knew anyone who wanted the ticket. We started texting our friends and a friend of mine wanted the ticket and was able to get to the theater in time. And it turned out, all of us were new to seeing the show this way so it was even more exciting!

Since I had seen other versions of the show before, I was familiar with the plot. And the live tv version wasn’t that long ago so I was more familiar than I have been with most shows even though this was kind of a new show for me. It was an interesting way to see the show since it was new and familiar at the same time. I also think it allowed me to not feel as confused in the beginning as I have with some new shows. I was still able to be into the show and not expecting what would come next, but I wasn’t shocked and had to get past anything.

The show was exactly how I expected a full production to be. It had the set that I had seen in photos from other big productions and the performers were awesome. I will say this is one of the first shows that made me feel a bit old because all the performers were adults but young (when it’s a show full of kids, I don’t feel old). There were a few moments I didn’t love and some characters that didn’t have the chemistry I was expected to see, but overall it was a great show.

This tour is technically the 20th-anniversary tour (the tour started 3 years ago when the premiere was 20 years ago) and even though the show is not current it still feels that way. The AIDS crisis isn’t the same as it was back in the early 90s, but there are still so many health issues that feel just as hopeless or overwhelming. And the idea of not being able to afford bills and affordable housing being torn down for expensive homes is a current issue that I feel I know well. I have said that I literally cannot afford to move because every place near me is significantly more expensive than what I pay right now.

And of course, the idea of being an artist and wanting to have your work out there is something very close to me. I understand the frustration of trying to make something and wanting to make sure that your legacy includes the work that you created. That concept a big focus of the show, but I think it hits even harder considering that the writer of “Rent” died the night before it opened. He worked so hard on writing the show and getting it seen by others. And it’s so sad that he never got to see what “Rent” became and how it is a must-see show according to most people who like musicals.

This was one of the few shows that did make me cry. I don’t usually cry when seeing a musical, but I think when something connects so well with me I can’t help it. I was moved by what I saw and when I feel like that I can’t hold it in. And I think all 3 of us in the group felt the same way. We left the show a bit emotionally drained and a bit motivated to get out there and work hard on what we love to do. It was an incredible way to leave a show and I loved it.

There’s only one more show this season and it will be this weekend. And it will only be 2 of us going due to scheduling issues. And then next season, it will be me and my friend Dani. But shows are awesome to go to with just 2 of us or with a big group. For me, as long as I have one friend to go with, I have an awesome time. And I’m so happy that this will keep going for at least another year and I can’t wait to see how the last show of this season and all the shows next season will connect with me.

Working On Self-Care and Taking Time For Myself (or Trying Not To Think Of It As Letting Others Down)

This past Sunday was going to be a very crazy day for me. I knew I had probably too much scheduled, but I had figured out a way to accomplish everything I had to do and wanted to do. I knew it would be hard to do it, but I was determined to make it to everything so I wouldn’t have any regrets that I missed something I had been looking forward to.

I was optimistic that it would be fine to get everything into my schedule and it was crazy how much I prepared. I looked at the locations for everything and planned what would make the most sense with driving to and from everything to make it everywhere on time even if for some of the things I would have to leave early. I even did prep on Saturday with some of the chores I normally do on Sundays to make sure I had that time free and ready for everything else. I went to bed on Saturday night believing that I was going to pull it off and make it everywhere.

Sunday morning did not go as smoothly as I had hoped. And with a few of the things on my schedule being things I had to go to, I had to start dropping some of the things that I wanted to go to. One of those things was a friend’s birthday party. I had already told her that I was going to try my best to make it but that my day was packed. But I still felt guilty when I told her that I wasn’t going to make it because of other things in my day.

I had a union-related event that I had to go to and I am very glad I was there. It was important for me to be there so I could get some information that I needed plus I was able to provide answers to others. And even though I would have enjoyed my friend’s party, I know having the energy and focus at the union event was more important for me to have.

I also had something after that event that I had to get to, but that will be in tomorrow’s post. Driving to and from things was a bit stressful with traffic and I was worried I was going to be late or miss things. I tried to not stress out about things I couldn’t control. Fortunately, even with all the traffic issues I had, I made it to the things I was able to go to on time.

I know that saying no to events is a part of self-care and it’s a thing I struggle with. I never want to feel like I’m letting someone down or disappointing them if they had thought I was going to make it. But I’m also trying to be better about explaining what my time commitments are like right now so my last-minute changes are not as random. With union election work taking up so much of my time, I’m grateful I’m down one job. I do need the money, but I don’t have the time or the energy right now for anything else on my plate. I know this is a temporary thing and my schedule will be back to normal soon, but I did tell people in my life what is going on so they understand why I’m not always making it to things when I used to always make it. I think explaining it ahead of time does help, but my guilt is still the same and I’m working on that.

With my schedule this past Sunday, when I didn’t make it to things it was because I had other things I had to make it to. But I also need to work on turning down things just so I have time to myself. I am noticing some signs of burnout in my life right now and I don’t want to get to the point where I am emotionally and physically exhausted and need a lot of time to recovery. I need to take the little breaks over time to keep myself in balance. And I know taking those breaks will allow me to be there for other people more than if I burn out and need that long break. I just need to keep reminding myself about that when I have that guilty feeling.

I know I will get through this crazy time and I will keep reminding myself that taking time for myself isn’t necessarily selfish. And even if it is, it is ok to be selfish from time to time when it is not harming others. I think this is something that is a common struggle, but it doesn’t make it easier for me to deal with it. I just have to keep working on it and hopefully, it will become more natural for me to do it one day.

Making Busy Days Busier (or I Guess I Like To Maximize Only Certain Days)

I wrote about how I did pretty much nothing on the 4th of July. It was an awesome lazy day and I was so happy to not have any plans and not worry about having to be anywhere at any particular time. I do love my lazy days when they come in the middle of a few busy days which is exactly what happened with the 4th. At least this means I’m finding some balance in my schedule and not letting too much time pass with a crazy schedule or nothing to do.

And I had one of the crazy busy days on the 5th. It wasn’t the busiest day I’ve had, but I really did pack things in. I had my workout and then work like normal. Then right after work, I went to a movie with a friend (we saw “Toy Story 4” and it was really cute). I went home after the movie which wasn’t too late so at least I didn’t have to worry about not having any time at home. But I did giggle a bit over the weekend when I didn’t have much scheduled at all because I could have seen the movie on a day that I had nothing else instead of packing things into one day. But it was fine and worked out nicely. Plus, I like having things right after I’m done with work to split up my day. I used to have my workouts, but now I have early workouts so I don’t have that separation.

This weekend seems like it might end up similarly to last week. I don’t really have much planned on Saturday and then on Sunday, I’m overbooked. The things for Sunday aren’t necessarily things I planned or scheduled so I wasn’t in control of when they would be happening. I might try to push myself to try to make it to everything, but I know that it will be ok if I can’t. There is only 1 thing that I have to make it to and it’s something I really want to go to as well. The other things are things I want to go to, but it just depends on how I feel that day and how my schedule works out.

I’m trying not to overthink or stress about how my schedule is going. Maybe for some people,  it would be better to have things more even throughout the week. But I feel like I’ve learned enough about myself to know that it doesn’t seem to work for me. It almost makes it seem more stressful when it’s not always changing. I know, it’s weird. But I’m weird. Maybe it has to do with when I have to get dressed to be presentable and when I can wear lounge clothes. If I have nothing to do, I usually am in clothes that are more comfortable but not something I would wear in public. If I have little things every day, I don’t get to wear my most comfortable outfits. So if the days are split, there are days I can wear junk clothes and days that are in normal clothes.

It might be nice to have things spread out, but I think that makes me feel either like I’m always busy or always without things to do. I think having the really busy days and the nothing days being their own days is helping me a lot. I haven’t felt the way I have before with wondering how I can find a better balance. I know that the days aren’t necessarily balanced right now, but for some reason, they feel that way to me. And I do want to work on trying to figure out how to continue doing this type of schedule when I can. I’m not always in control of my schedule and can make sure this happens, but I can try my best. When I have things that are not required to be on a certain day, I can work on scheduling it on a busy day for me as long as there will be time for it. I do need to be a bit more selfish about making my schedule work for me and not just working for others.

Not My Typically 4th Of July (or Taking Advantage Of A Day Off)

For the past several years, I’ve gone to the same 4th of July party that my friends throw. I usually make drunk fruit, have a lot of fun with my friends, spend the day just hanging out, and watching some fireworks. I love having a casual 4th of July celebration and don’t feel like I need to have some crazy adventure that day, especially when it’s in the middle of the week so I have to work early the next day.

This year, my friends didn’t have a party. They have a puppy that is still young and timid and they didn’t know how she would react to the fireworks. I completely understand this and I think everyone wanted them to be able to stay home and keep a close watch on their dog since so many dogs freak out and run off because of the noise. While I did miss having the party that I love going to each year, I’m glad they were able to keep their puppy safe. I think everyone felt the same way.

But since I didn’t have my usual party to go to, I had to figure out what else I wanted to do that day. I wasn’t feeling too motivated to make plans and a lot of my friends felt the same way. We talked about maybe trying to figure out a way to watch fireworks somewhere, but nothing was really planned and we all said we’d check in the day of to see what we felt like doing.

The morning of the 4th I tried to take advantage of having a day off and sleep in. But because I am so used to my sleep schedule I wasn’t able to sleep in too much. I think I maybe slept 20 minutes later than normal, but I did stay in bed much longer and had a lazy morning reading and relaxing. Then I decided to take advantage of having nothing to do all day and work on a big cleaning of my house.

I was in the middle of cleaning my bathroom when suddenly the room felt like it was spinning. I have a history of vertigo and just thought I was having an episode. I thought maybe the smells from the cleaning supplies triggered it or I was dealing with low blood sugar. Then I noticed the things hanging on hooks in my bathroom were swaying back and forth and realized we were having an earthquake! I sat down on the edge of my bathtub to wait for it to stop since I didn’t want to run through my house to get under a table while things might be falling. It was a very large earthquake, but far from my house so it wasn’t too strong where I live. But it was still a scary moment since we never know when an earthquake will start easy and then get bigger. We actually had a larger earthquake on the 5th which made me worry too.

After the earthquake, I had to do a little unexpected cleaning because a few things did fall over. My DVD collection tipped over so I had to reorganize that (and it made me start to think about getting rid of the DVDs) but that was the only issue after the earthquake. So once I cleaned that up I went back to my regular cleaning like vacuuming and mopping. I know, I’m so interesting and fun spending my day off and a holiday cleaning.

Once the cleaning was done, I decided to see if any of my friends ended up making a plan to do anything that night. We were all in the same mindset with not feeling motivated to go out and do something. I don’t know if it was because of the earthquake, the weird weather we’ve been having, or we all were just tired. But nobody (including myself) really felt like trying to make a plan just to see fireworks. I’m glad we were all in agreement so nobody felt like they had to do something and we all just spent the evening on our own.

I did some more reading and watched a bunch of random tv. I tried to get to bed at a reasonable time since I had an early morning the next day but I still ended up going to sleep a bit later than I would have wanted to. Plus, there were illegal fireworks going off in my neighborhood throughout the night keeping me awake. There were so many illegal fireworks that I doubt the police could really enforce the law. It was annoying, especially when they were still shooting them off after midnight. I think it ended around 1:30 am when I finally got to sleep.

I’m sure that I could have gone out and had a fun 4th of July, but I had a perfectly fine day off at home doing boring things. I didn’t feel like I missed out on anything even though I do love getting to see my friends at parties. I am in a place in my life where I can be happy being a bit of a hermit and doing what is the responsible thing to do over the fun thing to do. Plus, I did get a lot of stuff done around my house that I needed to do and I didn’t have to worry about it over the weekend, so that was a win for me. But maybe next year, the party I usually go to will happen and then I’ll have easy plans that don’t require me to do much organizing and planning to take advantage of them.

One More Mid-Year Check-In (or Preparing For The Second Half Of The Year At Orangetheory)

I’ve done a few different check-in posts lately, and I promise this is the last one for a while. I set a lot of goals for myself for 2019 and part of those goals are Orangetheory goals! I partnered with my friend Andrew for setting some 2019 OTF goals and of course we had to check in with each other on our goals.

We originally planned to do a check-in sooner, but life has been crazy for us both and we didn’t quite get that done. But at least we are checking in now so we can make sure we take steps in the second half of the year to do our best to reach those goals.

I’ll start with my check-in.

My first goal is one I’ve discussed recently in a few posts. I want to do 200 workouts this year. I am making great progress toward that and I feel fairly certain that I’ll make it by the end of the year. It helps that I have a regular schedule of doing 4 workouts a week so I don’t have to think too much about it.

My next goal is to use the bike more than the treadmill. I wasn’t totally sure about this goal because I really do love that I have amazing accomplishments on the treadmill. So in order to force myself to work on this goal, I was determined to only use the bike for a chunk of time to get more used to it. Well, doing that has made me realize that I probably do better on the bike than I do even on my best days on the treadmill. I haven’t used the treadmill at all this year so even if I used it occasionally for the rest of the year, the majority of my workouts for 2019 would be on the bike. But I have no plan on going back to the treadmill now and look forward to just using the bike.

Next, I set the goal of getting a PR on the rower. I haven’t gotten my PR just yet, but I’ve done some great work toward getting that done. And even if I don’t end the year with a PR, I’ve made so many changes with my rowing that have made me stronger and faster on there. It’s just a matter of time before I get a PR.

I also set the goal of tracking the work I do on the floor more. This goal has been something I haven’t quite figured out. There’s not an easy way to track it as I do with the bike and the rower, but I’m going to work on what I can do so that at least I have some floor work tracked.

And finally, I set the goal of bringing more friends with me to class. I’ve been trying to get some of my friends to class but their schedules haven’t been matching up with mine. But I’m determined to get at least a few of them to a class before the end of the year!

And now it’s Andrew’s turn.

“My first goal this year is to go to a minimum of 3 times a week to Orangetheory.”

While this goal hasn’t been met overall for 2019, I’ve stepped up this goal to *four* times a week and while I haven’t been perfect — it’s really driving me to push myself (better late than not at all, right?!) 

“Next, I want to level up on my push pace.”

This one is tricky because while I didn’t level up on my push pace, I for sure have been leveling up and pushing myself on my ‘All Out’ pacing. I pretty much only hold back on the all outs so I don’t fall, not because I feel like I can’t do it! So that’s a win in my book!! 

“For my third goal, I want to FULLY prepare for my classes.”

Lol. Nope. 

“And finally, be a better tracker.”

I still have no idea about my benchmarks or my measurements (although, I did try a ZOZO suit at the top of the year which….. told me enough lol!) Right now my main focus is just remaining consistent!! 

Even though Andrew and I both have goals that need a bit of work, I think we are both making some amazing progress and I’m proud of us both! Also, I wanted to share the link to Andrew’s merchandise. He’s got some amazing stuff on there, including his limited Summer Bod gear. You should all make sure you check it out and subscribe to his YouTube channel if you haven’t already.

Now, it’s time to make the second half of the year even better than the first half!

Happy 4th (or Taking The Day To Be Grateful For What I Have)

For those of you in the US, Happy 4th of July (Happy Thursday for anyone outside of the US)! I’m very lucky that I have today off of work so I’m spending the day relaxing and enjoying a nice day off. I’ll be sharing more about what I do today next week, but I wanted to have a quick post today about being grateful for today and this holiday.

I know that I am very lucky to live in this country. I can enjoy freedoms that not everyone has and I know that I am privileged compared to many others even if I feel like I struggle. I have a wonderful house, a job, food in my fridge, running water, electricity, and many other things that so many of us forget are not standards for everyone around the world. I do have to remind myself about how lucky I am sometimes because I forget that when I’m in a low moment. But most of the time, I do appreciate everything that I have.

It does feel like some of the freedoms we have are under attack right now, but I’m grateful that so many people continue to fight for them. I am trying to be an advocate for others to have the right to choose what they feel is best for their health or their political representation. Even if someone disagrees with what I think is best for me, they have the right to make that choice for themselves and I want them to have every opportunity to make that choice. And I am grateful that we live in a country where we can have these political differences and for the most part live in peace.

I’m so grateful for the community that I surround myself with. I have the most amazing friends in my life and they do make so much about my life better. Even if I’m not always the most social person, they make my life awesome. Just the text messages I get from my friends make me smile and always help to turn around any bad moments I’m having. I know that sometimes I’m not the best friend when I’m having a tough time, but they are still there for me when I need them. And I try to return the favor to any of them when they need a boost or some cheering up.

Hopefully, all of you have some things to be grateful for as well. Even if you don’t have today off or are having a rough time in life, there should still be something good happening. And it’s nice to have holidays and moments like this to be able to reflect on those and remember how lucky we all are.

A Mid-Point Check In (or Some Slacking and Some Progress)

Since it is halfway through the year, I wanted to do a check in with my goals for 2019. I’ll be doing a separate check in with the goals I have for Orangetheory, this post is just about the personal goals I set for myself this year.

The first goal I have for the year technically is an Orangetheory goal. And that is to do 200 workouts this year. This goal is the one that I was worried the least about. I felt very confident when I set this goal for myself and I still feel confident. I have already done over 100 workouts so I’m making great progress toward this goal. It almost felt like a bit of a cheat goal because I don’t feel like it’s that hard for me to do it. But I am going to 4 workouts a week which I guess can count as hard work. But because that is almost a routine for me, I don’t have to work hard to get my workouts in. I shouldn’t be discounting this goal and making it seem like I’m not trying, but that’s how I feel especially when compared to my other goals.

The next goal I have for this year is to find a new job. When I wrote my goals post, I didn’t have my temporary job that just ended. And that temporary job did pay better than my past few contracts that ran for a full year. So hopefully with some smart budgeting, I should be ok this year. But I want to be better than just ok. I want to feel secure with my money and not have this feeling that I constantly need to find my next job. I know I’ve been slacking on the job hunt because of the hours I put in with the temporary job, but I still would love to have a new job situation before the year is over.

The next goal I have is to reduce recurring spending. This is one I feel like I am making a little progress on. I have canceled all my magazine subscriptions which helped. I was almost done with all the magazines I was getting, but some of them still showed up and I discovered that I had auto-pay set for them. So I made sure to cancel them all and that was one of the specific things I wanted to work on. The other recurring spending has been a bit tough to get rid of, but I’ve been working on finding products that are either reusable or that work for more than one thing so I don’t have to shop as often. And I’m still looking at what I throw out regularly so I can see if there is an alternative to what I’ve been using.

Next, I said I want to work on living a more minimalistic life. This one I’m a bit unsure if I’ve made progress or not on. Some of the things that have helped have been the reusable things I have been buying to help with my spending. And I haven’t done much clothing shopping even though I do plan on doing that and working through the clothes I have. But as far as random clutter, I do think I have gotten better at not buying things and that has helped. But I know that I need to do more work on getting rid of things.

I also want to work on spending my free time in a better way. And this one is still one that I need to really start working on. I have been doing some more productive things between customers like working, but there’s still a lot of time that I spend doing mindless things and I need to work on making this better. I don’t know what I should be doing, but I have been looking into finding some hobbies to help fill my free time. I don’t have a lot of hobbies outside of reading and I’d love to find something that feels a bit creative or leads me to create something physical so I see the end result of my work. But I don’t know what that is yet and I don’t want to do a lot of things that cost money just to figure out what I like.

And the last goal I have for this year is to bring my blog and social media to the next level. This one I don’t feel like I’ve made any progress toward. The only thing that can count a bit is the work I’ve been doing on social media for my union slate because that has helped me learn some new tricks. But I haven’t been applying them to my personal social media much and I do need to work on that. And the blog is still in the same place it has always been and I’m starting to wonder if I’ll be ok with that. My motivation to step things up isn’t where it was before and I have other things I’d prefer to put my time and energy toward right now. So I might just give up on this goal until I feel the push to do it again.

Overall, I really wish I was in a better place with the goals I have for this year. I have made progress with some of them, but I feel like I should be further along with most of them. I know that I’ve had a bit of a rough beginning to the year with a lot of things on my plate, but I can’t use that as an excuse for not working toward things that I want to do. I just need to step it up more for this second half of the year so my recap at the end of the year is a bit better.

And Some More Politics (or Appreciating Social Media)

Besides being involved in my union politics, I’m much more active in national politics. I think many of us became more involved after the 2016 election and I am one of them. While I have always voted, I didn’t know a ton about the various issues before. And I wasn’t paying attention to the multiple candidates until it got down to the last few. I did try to be informed, but I realize now how little I knew and what I was missing.

I know I have watched primary debates before, but again I think I know much more now than at any other time. Before they were more like background noise and now I’m really watching and making sure I don’t miss information. I take a lot of pride in making sure I pay attention and am trying to be informed about what each candidate stands for. Although this year, it’s much harder to be on top of things since there are so many people running for president. I know that the field will be reduced soon, but I still want to be educated at this early stage.

There are a bunch of pros and cons with splitting up the first debate and I don’t necessarily need to go into what I think about them. But it is giving me 2 nights to watch what’s happening and continue my political education. And with many other things that most people watch live, I watch live and enjoy participating on social media while watching. I do most of my posting on Twitter for these things because that seems to be the best place to do that. And it seems like a lot of other people do the same which makes these debates and other live events so much more exciting.

For the first debate, I did do as much live tweeting as I thought I would. The debate didn’t have as many moments that I wanted to comment on. I think the time limit did restrict things a bit too much and the candidates were really focused on saying all of their favorite talking points (I’m writing this post before the second debate, so I have no idea if it goes any better). I also ended up getting some phone calls that I had to take while the debate was happening so I had to pause it. I do sometimes still tweet along with live things even if I’m behind, but I was more focused on paying attention than being funny.

But even when I wasn’t tweeting, I was still following along on Twitter and seeing what other people were saying. A lot of the tweets were funny and snarky like they typically are during events like this. There is a lot that can be made fun of when someone says something that could easily be taken another way. But there were also the more serious and fact-checking tweets. I love being able to see almost immediately if a statement someone says is accurate or what may be misleading about it. I think that it has made it much easier for voters to understand if a candidate is saying something real or if they are changing the truth to make themselves look better. It’s one of the real positives of social media that I think benefits the country.

I have lots of ways that I stay informed and involved with politics even when there isn’t a live event happening. I listen to many political podcasts and follow different news sites and political commentators. I am aware that there is a bias with many people writing about things, but I try to keep that in consideration when using that information. There are seriously so many ways to make sure you know what is happening in the country and in the world and I do want to take advantage of that. I also know that there is a risk of burnout so I try to not go overboard. But there is just so much to know about that I can’t help going down rabbit holes from time to time. But at least I know that within those deep dives I’ll find at least a little political snark on social media.

Another Rut In My Life (or Time For Some Shopping)

I’ve written about being in ruts before on here. I’ve been in ruts with my work life, my social life, my food, and lots of other things. I think being in ruts is part of why time seems to go by so quickly. When it’s tough to tell the difference from one day to the next, you don’t realize how many days go by. But this time, it’s about a different type of rut that I don’t know if I’ve thought about before. But first, a little backstory.

I’ve had a ton of different jobs in my life. Some of them have been random and sporadic and some have been really serious jobs. I would say that overall my jobs are more casual than office jobs, but I’ve had some jobs that were more serious than most. And with all my jobs, there have been different dress codes and standards I had to meet. I’ve had jobs that have had a required uniform. I’ve had jobs that have such a strict dress code that I had to wear pantyhose or tights if I wore a skirt. And I’ve had jobs that have zero dress code and I can wear whatever I want.

Before my current job that allows me to work from home, the last few jobs I had were pretty casual dress. I could wear jeans and t-shirts and be ok. Sometimes I would dress a little nicer, but there were no requirements I had to meet. I usually tried to stick with more comfortable clothing since I was stuck at a desk for so many hours and I didn’t want to be uncomfortable and squirming around when I should have my focus on work. I usually rotated the same few outfits from week to week since I didn’t care what I looked like. I wasn’t trying to impress anyone and I just had to wear clothes that were appropriate.

Now, I work from home and there is zero dress code or standards. I do get dressed out of my PJs to work, but I’m usually in something that I probably wouldn’t wear in public. Most of the time, I’m wearing some form of yoga pants and a tank top or bralette. If I have something I have to go to after work, I’ll wear the outfit I need to wear for that thing. But more often than not, I don’t have much after work and I don’t care at all about what I wear.

Because of my lack of caring about my clothes, I don’t really wear much of what I have in my closet. Obviously, there are some things I have that wouldn’t be worn at work no matter what. But even my casual clothes aren’t being worn that much. I don’t care to wear them and when I have to find something to wear it has become a bit of a struggle. I haven’t done much clothing shopping lately outside of workout clothes so I’m not very inspired by what I do have in my closet. I also have to deal with severe weight fluctuations that make my clothes tough to wear sometimes. For example, right before my period started I went up 15 pounds overnight. I know that is not real weight I gained, but it makes a lot of my clothes not comfortable or ill-fitting.

I don’t believe I need to wear anything fancy for the time I’m working. Most likely, I will keep my usual work uniform of casual clothes because I do want to be comfortable while working. But I want to have a closet that excites me and makes me want to have places to wear things. I want to look into my closet and so happy I have amazing things to wear. So I’ve been slowly doing some clothing reevaluation.

I don’t want to buy a lot of things because I don’t have the need or the money. But I do want to have fun things and new things to enjoy during the summer. Since I’m not looking for serious pieces or things that I need to last a lifetime, I can look at cheaper clothes that might not last for years. There are a bunch of stores that I like that sell clothing that fits what I’m looking for. I’m also looking at buying things off of Amazon since there are lots of clothing options in my size on there and it seems to be affordable even if they are kind of like throwaway clothes. Again, I don’t need to be creating a wardrobe that lasts for years. I just need some new things to make me feel like I have fun things to wear right now.

I don’t know if buying new clothes will inspire me to go out and do more things, but at least I know that if I find pieces I love that I will be more confident when I’m out and about. Right now, I do feel sloppy a lot because I don’t have clothing that makes me feel put together. I don’t have to dress as I did for my fanciest office job, but I do want to feel cute and stylish. And I know I’m not getting that out of the clothes I have right now.